January 2011
31 posts
always running out of time.
I am not who I thought I would be at 19. I haven’t done the things I thought I would have done by now. I can’t name anything specifically because there weren’t specifics. It’s less about “things” and more about the way I would have lived/be living my life, really.
But I want to change that. I want to be more involved. I want to stop spending every second of my...
the weakends
pros:
plenty of work means plenty of money
i already have the money for my bills this month
new hoodies on the way
new study glasses on the way
one month til uni starts
i am so growing up to be liz lemon
cons:
writing cons lists sucks
Stop This Catastrophe!: cuethefire: There’s... →
cuethefire:
There’s potential in the gaping spaces that separate each of your fingers, the spaces you keep referring to as the universe because sometimes the gaping spaces are lonely and quiet and mocking of your insignificance the same way the universe is. There’s potential, in the lonely…
I am so struck by how beautiful this is.
"Oh, did I mention when I see you it stings like...
people wear me out easy.
rising to expectations, falsely interpreted or not, makes me tired. going out to party anyway. like everyone else, i am going so i can fall into a sea of other people and forget the person on my mind, just for a little while. its pretty in theory but im working on it. or not. whatever. lets all go out and forget about each other.
fuck you by cee lo green is a really really great song.
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Tattoos.
I’m definitely going to get tattooed sometime before August, so here’s a list of tattoos I’d like to get, and their meanings:
2*R on my left middle finger - as a reminder of the crew that keeps me afloat in this world, and my reputed Peter Pan complex.
Believers Never Die in script on my left wrist - for Fall Out Boy and the many gifts they’ve given me over the years: the...
I'm just not sure why we bother.
I wake up and untangle my errant limbs from my sheets. As I stretch them, joints crack and I hiss in pain; a few minutes later I am still lying there, trying to decide exactly why I should get out of bed today. My head is heavy and my body feels like lead and what exactly is the point of all this. If I get out of bed, if I let my feet hit those floorboards, I owe the world something. I have to put...
To whom it may concern,
Work sucks without you. Sorry I’m so bad at goodbyes but I really hope you have the time of your life, and then some. I know I only know/see you during one part of your life, but even I can see you’ve more than earned it. So go let the good times roll.
<3
ps. you are definitely something special.
i hate hanging out with cool people.
i cant dance, i love sci-fi, and the highlight of any given week of my life is usually buying a new (comic) book to add to my library. bring on the awkward times.
Once you’ve taken a few punches and realize you’re not made of glass, you don’t...
– Green Street Hooligans (via solarelephant)
Perhaps we don’t like what we see: our hips, our loss of hair, our shoe size,...
– Sufjan Stevens
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"I am five feet tall, and it only dawned on me in...
I just read this on a comment from PostSecret. World = forever changed. I am avoiding tall people from now on, not because they can probably see down my shirt but because I’m going to think about the fact that they can probably see down my shirt and I’ll start laughing.
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I miss the airport lounge.
Things I like:
Tess Gerritsen novels
Dr. Horrible’s Sing-Along Blog
Coronas
Re-decorating
Comics
Jack’s Mannequin
First AM coffee
Wistful thinking
Things I dislike:
(Most) people
That stupid “Whip my hair” song
Change
Uni timetables
Summer
It’s a funny thing coming home. Nothing changes. Everything looks the same,...
– The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (via kari-shma)